"These nights I get high just from breathing. When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real, like that firework over the freeway. I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel."
--Walking by, Something Corporate

"In my head, there's a greyhound station, where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations, so they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more soothing than here."
--Soul Meets Body, Death Cab For Cutie

"So go on love, leave while there's still hope for escape. You've got to take what you can these days. There's so much ahead and so much regret."
--Kill, Jimmy Eat World

survey(:

Do you like the state that you live in?
sometimes.

Any plans to go to Florida soon?
i wish.

Do you have any weird, strange fears?
being held by the wrist.

Have you heard the song "Bounce" by the Cab?
haha, yeah.

Why is Prince Charming always blonde in fairytales?
i have no idea, but my prince charming is brunette, and looks better than the prince charming picture that they always paint(:

Do you think playing Wii Fit will actually help you lose weight?
never tried it.

Mountain Dew -- Yum or Ew?
depends i guess.

Does screamo music bother you?
yes.

What's the top played song on your iPod?
jesus christ - brand new

How many times has it been played?
492

Have you ever gone to see a movie just to make fun of it?
yesah.

That would just waste $10 and an hour of your free time, wouldn't it?
well,  discount movie theatres are the bomb diggity, and i took my little cousin who liked the movie, so it wasnt a complete waste.

Do you use Project Playlist for your music playlists?
i used to until they got all technical.

YouTube has gone wicked commercial lately, dont'cha think?
yeah, i agree.

Do you know what "susurrus" means?
nah.

In your opinion, is Haylie Duff ugly?
yes.

Have you heard of J Bigga?
j whaatta?

Do you like Elvis Costello's music?
why not.

Is MySpace overrated?
yeah, but i dont want to delete my account.

Is love on it's way?
whaaaaat

Aren't puzzles confusing?
i suppose.

Have you been through a broken heart?
if my heart was broken, id be dead.

Do you believe that it made you stronger?
not reaally, but it's whatever you want to think.

When you're insecure, do you act immature?
no, the opposite. i make sure every move i make is normal in some way, haha.

Is the fear of butterflies a common fear?
NAAAH.

Have you played "the Sims" before?
all the time.

Did your Sim die, making the Grim Reaper come for them?
of course.

Are you anyone's biggest fan?
LADY GAGA! (:

Name a song that's meaningful to you.
battles.

Does rain freak you out?
no way.

What song are you listening to right now?
taking back sunday - slowdance on the inside.

Do you recommend it?
yeah.

What's your favorite flavor of Gatorade?
i hate gatorade.

Did you watch the finale of ER?
i've never watched ER.

Can you speak French?
bonjour, and that's all.

Do you enjoy Japanese culture?
naaaaah.

Do you believe that every song deserves a chance?
yeah, if it weren't that way, i'd probably hate lady gaga.

What is the worst band you've ever heard?
hmm..

I don't get the hype over Facebook, do you?
yeah, i love my facebook.

the Jonas Brothers -- Yay or Nay?
naaaaay.

Is it sunny right now?
sure enough.

Would you rather be anywhere else then here today?
naaaaah. i like where i am.

A love letter full of lies -- Save it or Toss It?
save. isave everything.

Are fanfics really a form of writing, or is it just for teens?
ummmm, LAME.

Do you enjoy playing Rockband?
yesss.

Do you go on Yahoo! Answers?
i used to all the time, not so much lately..

What's a song that always makes you cry?
on top. or smile like you mean it.

Are you a fan of Alesana?
sho nuff.

Will you go see the Hannah Montana movie?
we rented it actually, and my boyfriend watched it with me :P

What's the color of the room that you are in?
greeeen.

Do you have problems with your attention span?
YES!

You're at the movies...where do you sit? Front, Middle or Back?
back.

Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
about 6 people.

Aren't doves pretty?
they sure are.

What would be a good name for a cologne?
idk, but i love driven from patrick dempsey.

When your smoke alarm goes off, does it say things, like "Fire, fire!"?
haha, no, it beeps.

Do you know a junior or a second? (like a guy named after his father)
yeah.

Is there really plenty of fish in the sea?
sure. there are a lot of fish in the sea. but the metaphor isn't really true because it's a matter of how good the fish left in the sea are, and usually, by the time you've wasted so much time and love on someone, the good ones are gone.

What's the grossest thing someone could put on their fish n' chips?
ew, fish and chips alone are gross.

Do you watch American Idol religiously?
i dont really like american idol, to be honest.

i don't take credit for any of these images, so please don't accuse me of stealing them. if they're yours, then ask & i'll give you credit.

Funny how i'm nervous still,
i've always been an easy kill.
Guess I always will...

"So go on love, leave while there's still hope for escape. You've got to take what you can these days. There's so much ahead, so much regret. I know what you want to say, I know it..but can't help feeling differently. I loved you, and I should have said it, but tell me...just what has it ever meant?"
--Jimmy Eat World, Kill

You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex.

'Cause I love the way you call me baby,
& you take the the way I am.

From up here, these city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire....

Happy Valentine's Day.

honey, honey, honey..
you're the death of me.

Your friends come hot with plenty of cocaine.

i had to give it away,
i had to give you away.

we all want to change the world.

These words are tainted with years of jaded innocence that's all but gone.

There are certain people you just keep coming back to,
she is right in front of you.

& all at once,
the crowd begins to sing;
sometimes the right thing and the hardest are the same.

maybe you had her, maybe you lost her.

hollywoodhills&suburbanthrills.

no day but today.

last night i swallowed liquor and a lighter,
and this morning i threw up fire.

if there's one thing i've learned:
we never feel the heat
until we get burned

you never cease to amaze me.

Tell me what you gotaway with //

We try so hard not to die
that we forget to appreciate life.

you'll just never know how the story ends.

Say anything else.

and so she dances, and will dance the entire night, in the ecstacy of bliss.

without love, life is like the seasons without summer.

without love, life is rock n' roll without a drummer.

someday, this'll make you proud.

i dont see what anyone can see in anyone else...
but you.

i'll never let you go.
don't ever forget.
tell me you'll remember..
foreveryoung <3

I am thinking it's a sign.
with the freckles in our eyes,
our mirror images.
and when we kiss, they're perfectly aligned.

everything changes eventually.
it has to.